Down Side...

Here we go again... the down side of things... doesn't this happen every few months or so? well i think its simply just plain fucked up. This is the time where everything seems to be at the down. Your friendships might start to get a little messed up, your love life might just fall apart. Or hell, you might even get fooled or back stabbed. I pretty much hate all that, but there is one thing that i really really hate. The hate and rage i feel for that is probably how Lucifer feels about Jesus. And that would be people who act like they got everything all planned out. Basically they get on your good side and end up fucking you up. I mean come on. I've been through that like a thousand times already. And there still seems to me smart asses who want to cross that path. Well sorry mate, I ain't gona take your shit. I rather just spill it all. Ok now enough of that. I somehow went into a blind rage of anger earlier today. There was a lot of swearing and i was pretty much gona slam all my things all over the place. But somehow i managed to restrain myself and took a walk. That let to me breathing really hard and before i knew it tears were about to stream down. Honestly, that freaked me out like fuck! I've never felt like that before. And well lets just say i ended up calling the Befrienders. No shit. I mean i laugh when i look back at it now. But it really freaked me out. Oh and btw, This is for "YOU", Im sorry mate but you just simply deserve it.