Thinking Times.

Hey... well im back here at kp(kuala pilah). my mums home town. its been like 6 months since i've been back here. coffee(my dog) has grown a lil and he has kids now. 2 little pups. i guess he and the neighbour's dog got excited. haha. anyway, being back here has got me thinking. life here seems so much simpler and peaceful. there's probably about 10 000 people living in this town. its kinda like everyone noes everyone. which makes it kinda interesting. i guess im just feeling alittle more alone here. on friday we had the reunion thing and being with hanging with erman doing weird ass shit at night and with reggie and wedgie. made me feel so happy, it was bliss. And now comming here and being alone got me thinking. watching the people around me, most with smiles on their faces. this town is so small that there is a signboard downtown which shows how many accidents they've had since march 2008. the total is 22. 2 of those were fatal. sad but true. truth be told i wonder sometimes how would life be if i went to school here. cause the highschool's look really cool. they were built by the british and still look like it. and well the girls arn't that bad either. haha. also with it being deepavali and all. i remember the old days when i used to come here to see my couzin before he moved to singapore. we used to hang out awhole lot and it was tradition that we'll light candles all around the house and have a barbeque. the weird thing was that we dont celebrate deepavali but even our chinese neighbours light candles just to be part of it. and today i lit 3 candles at the temple. i took a little stroll over there at around 7 to pay my respects for once. I lit those three candles for these reasons. Love, Family & Health. I truly hope that it would help in a way. Its been a beautiful weekend no doubt about it. I just wanted to share it with someone. I love kuala pilah and maybe one day i'd live here. but for now, KL's my place and hey, atleast i got coffee to come back with me. Its not gona be so lonely after all. So all in all its been a really sensitive weekend. But a good one. :)

-Sean Ray