FireryFreezer

Is it true that we learn to not trust or count on those who arent there for you when you need them?? after sacrificing and doing countless things and never expected anything in return except for that person to be there for you when you need it... especially when you even got into trouble to save this person on many occasions... she just doesnt care anymore... and she cant give you and answer.... if she wants it... FUCK MY LIFE..... JUST DIE ALREADY!!! why the fuck am i here for... wasting my time lying to me self saying everything is going to be okay... i wish my uncle and aunts from my dads side are the ones lying in the bed with cancer.... they deserve it... ROT IN HELL! please, if there was something out there called a higher life, prove yourself to me please, i really need to go... HOME