So Close, Yet So Far...

When you want something that is really hard to get. It kills ya inside, doesn't it? doesn't it always. Well there's something i want and need but i cant have. Simply because its really far away. does that make sense? i hate the words no, impossible, never & etc. Its always possible, regardless what so ever(It Has To Be Humanly Possible). I should be able to go where ever i want to. Spiritually or Physically, Im Supposed to be able too. But fuck! The system has us caught again. And the outcome of that control keeps me in this dark hole. Pull me out! Please Do!

-Sean Ray- 20/12/08

*Wrote When Was Out Of Planet Earth*

Smiles All Over. Peace!!

Hey... Well i guess i start here. Firstly i'm so happy right now. Everything just seems perfect. And well i got to give thanks and praise for that. Its holiday time again and well the smiles are everywhere. The past few days of me hanging out at Mid Valley, I see smiles on everyone's faces. It makes me feel good. Finally seeing people come together. Well i ought to say, ITS ABOUT FREAKING TIME!! I mean all the time, lookin' at those stuck up faces(looks like totaly assholes to me). And well this time its all smiles... =) Today turns out to be my birthday aswell. So it just makes everything more perfect. My friends are fuckin' awesome. No doubt about that, i just hope i dont get Egged later. So yeah, im glad people are finally happy and put a halt to all this racist shit. And those JAKIM assholes running wild all over the place. Banning yoga and stuff?? i mean its friggin' yoga!!! Chill the fuck out yo.. lol... well enough of that. I hope the rest of the day is gona be totally of earth and yeh. Its about time we all had a blast yeh. Peace & Love.. Od Yavo Shalom Aleinou =)